School is going to reopen soon :(

School is going to reopen on monday. I do not know how will my classmates going to be like. I do not even know which class I am in. It is not fair! Every other friends already know which class they are in, but for me, they did not upload on the net for me to check.

I feel so scared what my new class will be like. I do not want to have a class like last year, where there are people I really hate, and there are people bullying me, as well us few others.

Seriously, I really hate school. I just hope school can quickly end soon.

Although there are still another one and a half year left, but it really feels longer than it seems. Oh god! Please let time pass faster! :(

Last day of School

I have not been writing my blog for a very very long time. I am very sorry about that. I know you all have been missing me. After a long time for not writing blog, surely everyone would have stop visiting my blog because I have not been making posts for too long.

Today is August 18 2009. Today is our last day of school. I am a little happy, and a little sad too.

I am happy because I really hate my current school. I am more than happy to be able to have holidays.

But I am sad too because my current classmates are really nice people compared to my previous classes. In previous classes I do not feel really sad being separated, but I felt this way in this class.

I have never ever had such a wonderful classmates like this class. In the previous class, there are a lot of gangsters who always pick on me, as well as other classmates.

Although I am still as quiet as usual, but in this class my classmates are very nice.

I really hope that I can have a class like this, and I also hope that there can be more girls in my next semester class.

Michael Jackson - King of Pop Memorial

I have not written my blog for quite a long time. The reason is because I am quite busy recently.

Few days ago, there is a shocking news. The king of pop Michael Jackson has died. When I first hear this, I feel very sad. The reason is because I like Michael Jackson, and I feel that he is a natural talent in dance and music.

He has contributed a lot towards music and pop. Dance moves like moonwalk is one of his famous moves, and even now people all learned his moves.

Although he died at 50, but what he had contributed to this world is more than what others can achieve in their entire life. He has really contributed a lot to this world. He has also done a lot of charity work.

His contributions shall be remembered forever in everyone's mind, and everyone will remember him and his contributions to this world.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ACPsfcsg4ZE - Michael Jackson - Bad (MTV)

Mona Lisa

轿子

Holidays!!!!!!

Haha...finally!!!! It is holidays!!!! I am so happy. I have to wake up so early in the morning, and take the stupid bus, and travels for about an hour, and to go to that school and sitting at that boring classroom and almost half asleep, and sittting there for about 8 hours, and sometimes I even have to stay in school till 6pm to finish all my assignments, and when I reach home, it is already 7.30pm.

School days are always boring. Sometimes when I look at the question, and I think for almost half a day, I still could not solve it. Because of my super lousy english, Sometimes what teachers said, and sometimes what classmates teach me, I am still very confused. But if I still said that I do not understand, maybe they will get very pissed off and very angry. Ido not want them to get angry, and thinks that I am a stupid person, or whatever comes to their mind. So I said that I have understood, and still, trying to figure out what it really means.

The teachers always confuses me more. Because teachers have super good english standard, and they always confuses me more. I am good at my second language and my main language, and I am very weak at english. I hate studying english, but I have no choice. As english is a international language.

Everytime when I learn english, I think of british, and then I begin to hate british. If british do not become strong, and conquer almost the entire world, we do not hav to learn english anymore. During world war 2, our country is very very useless. If not maybe we can have our own choice of languages, and we do not have to speak even a single english word.

I love chinese. I even had a dream of writing a chinese novel. This dream had been gone at secondary 4 as I think that it is almost impossible, and it is better to face reality. But when I am in College, I meet a few foreign friends, and they told me that their dream is also writing novel, and they had been writing several novels, but they did not publish out.

Although I am not born in china, but I have always love chinese martial arts novels and the story of it, and as well as the TV shows. My dream is to write one of those novels.

The reason why I would want to write those novels is because when I am free, I always love to day dream about all these stuffs. Because our family is poor, we could hardly have any entertainment in our house. I always admire those people who have computers and TV games at that time. But in our house, we do not have anything at home at all. Luckily we still have TV at home. Other than TV, nothing else at home. After watching TV, I somehow get some inspiration there, and started imagining many things. Slowly, it developed into a story in my mind. Since my chinese compositions is also very good in class, so that is why I decided to write chinese novels. I also imagined a character in my mind, and imagining the character is me. This character had been always in my mind, and walk through with me in my childhood. Writing this novels will make me feel that my childhood is not a waste, and also remind me of my childhood.

I do not know whether I will succeed in writing it. I have done a few plannings about the story, but I have not yet started writing them. I have not touched chinese for years, and I am afraid that if I do not start now, my chinese will get weaker and weaker.

When I look at the chinese martial arts novels content, I feel that their chinese standards are far too high. It is not that I cannot understand, but it is the way they expressed it. It is very good, and I could tell that their chinese level is very high.

I can never be their match, and most chinese novelist are from china, and they definitely has very good chinese. I am not from china, and I am not born in china. I am very scared that my chinese skills does not meet the requirement. Afterall, my chinese is not the highest in school or whatever. I do not know what I should do now. Should I go after my dreams of writing chinese novels, or just step onto reality path?

放学

我今天是第一次以华语来写博客。我只想试试我的华语水准。我已经有两年没接触华语了，我怕我的华语水准会慢慢地退步，慢慢地被淡忘。:P



下课了。我踏出了这个又闷又冷的课室，并朝校门走去。我们的校园实在是非常大，从课室走到校门也必须花上好几分钟。虽然课室和校门的距离是在同一间校园里，感觉上我仿佛得走上几公里。


这个学校像个冰库，冷得要命。我冷得身体都一直在发抖了，快被冻僵了。 可是还是撑着最后一口气，走向校门。


终于抵达校门了。我推开了校门，踏出了校园。 我，又从获自由了。 阳光照在了我冰冷的身体，给了我温暖。我仿佛投入了大自然的怀抱。


我朝巴士站走去，看见了好多活跃的学生们高高兴兴地走向了巴士和火车总站。多数学生都是和朋友一起成群走回家，唯有我是自己一人。虽然是自己一人，可是我并不寂寞, 反而觉得好自由。如果有人伴随我一起走，也许就没有那么自由了，因为我们不能随心所欲。


到了巴士站，我坐在巴士站的一个长椅的空位上，等着巴士的到来。终于, 第一辆巴士来了。那辆巴士里头非常拥挤， 不过一些急着想回家的学生们还是拼命地挤上了巴士。我的时间不急，所以我便继续等着另外一辆巴士。


几分钟后，另一辆巴士终于来了。这辆巴士里头只有少过十个人，并不拥挤，我于是便上了这辆巴士。

到了巴士总站，我必须换另外一辆巴士才能到我家。我走到了我要踏的巴士的号码，等着那辆能走到我家附近的巴士，并在排队站等着那辆巴士的到来。不过这个号码的巴士有非常多人在排队。有时候过了三四辆巴士了都还轮不到我们上巴士。所以我通常不排队，不过我也不插队。


那辆巴士来了，我走到了巴士入口的门旁等着上车。这种方法并不算插队，因为当巴士快要满了，有些在排队的人就宁可不上车了。他们宁可等另外一辆巴士，也不愿意一直站着。因为只要等另外一辆巴士，他们就能第一个上到了巴士，所以根本不用担心没位子坐。


虽然我的这个方法未必能坐到位子，不过我宁可快点上到巴士，也不要花时间在那里排长龙。


巴士上刚好还有一个靠窗的位子，我于是便坐在那里。巴士必须走上一小时，所以在巴士上，我每次都是看着窗外的风景。 有些人却等不上一小时，便在巴士上睡着了。


在遥远的路途上，我望着远处的一片草地，和望着一望无际的蓝天，我幻想着自己走在一个没人的地方，自由自在的。有时却是胡思乱想。 想着想着，时间很快就到了。


我终于到站了。我下了车，往家的方向走去。到了家门口，我喊着，“我回来了。” 之后，妈妈开门了。我踏进了我那舒畅的家。 还是家的感觉最好了。 :)

An Interesting Dream

Last night, I had an interesting dream. In this dream, I am in the world of RPG games. It is not that I have a lot of RPG games to play, but I am in it. I am experiencing RPG game life in this world.

At first I dream that I am in a journey with my brother, and we are travelling all around. We had 2 spirits travelling with us. They are in the form of animals. We went around and having fun with them.

Then I meet my classmates, and then my brother dismissed me and go back home. So I begin with my journey with them. Then we went into a shop selling chopsticks. The chopsticks are quite beautiful. Suddenly, I see a staff with a toad on top of it. It looks very nice and cool, and I feel like holding this staff for my journey.

But that staff is not free. It is the most expensive thing in the shop. I am wearing a jacket at that time, so I hide it into my jacket without being noticed, and I successfully stolen the staff. The staff itself also contain a spirit, known as the toad spirit.

After that, we all headed to the most dangerous tournament, where all the strongest fighters gather there. I went there, and I see the girl I like. I still have feelings for her at that time, but actually, not anymore, in real life.

Suddenly, one guy wanted to challenge me, but I am not joining the tournament. My spirit then asks me to fight, and asks me to press doen all the 3 spirits at the same time with 3 different fingers. They turn into very small at that time, so I do as they said. Then they combined with the staff and turn into a ring, known as the "Ring of the 3 spirits".

After they turned into the ring, I am a little disappointed, because I do not know whether the spirits will still return back from the ring or not, as they already turned into ring. That spirit had been together with me for very long throughout, so I miss them.

With this ring, I am invincible. I managed to defeat everyone in the tournament. Then I take a train returning back home, looking at the ring, hoping my spirits will come out of the ring again, and to continue our journey as usual. Then I awake.

This is a very interesting dream, and it is the first time I dream I am in a RPG world. I write in this blog so that it remains as a memory.

Recently, I have been dreaming about strange things, but sometimes the dream goes really strange, but I am too stupid and I do not even realised that everything goes strange. I think I finally found the answer why. Actually in dream, we do not think at all. The reason is because when we are sleeping, every parts of our body starts to hibernate. Therefore, when we are dreaming, it only provides an image of our memories and thoughts, and perhaps acting as a flashback of events. But the fact is we do not think at all in dreams. Because our brain is also hibernating. Sometimes I really feel very strange of why some dreams does not even reflect our life at all. Sometimes I dream that I am in a unfamiliar places, and even dream of someone who I have never seen before. Dream comes too strangely. Some people even said that dreams are memories of the before life, and these before life memories just come together with us after we are reborn.

If I am a researcher, I hope that I can do more research on dreams, and to find out more about it, as sometimes, I am really curious about how dreams really come about.

The life of unfairness

This world is full of unfairness. There are people who are rich, and there are people who are really poor. There are people who live happily, and there are people who live miserably in life. There are people who life in war in their entire life because of the place that they are born in. There are people who is born to be good looking, and there are people born to be not perfect and abnormal.

If only there are fairness in this world, then I believe that this world would be in total peace. If everything is fair, there will be no rich and poor. Everybody will live happily. There will be no war and no racism, and everybody will not hate each other. Everybody will born to be perfect, and there is no imperfect.

If only this world is fair, then there will be total happiness in this world. We are living in the world without fairness, and there is no fairness that we are living in if we think really carefully.

Why does not the god grant us with fairness, and let us live in this world happily, and without any disappointment?

First Labororatory practical lesson

Today is Monday, 11 May, 2009. Today is our first practical lesson. Few days ago, I bought a lab coat. It is for school use. Our school wants us to buy, and they do not want to borrow us. They just want us students to suffer.

Today, my teacher said that we had to be in school by 8.30am, instead of usual 9am. So I step out of my house before 7am, and reach there on time. At first I am worry whether I am late or not. Surprisingly, the lab is empty. I see another classmates, so I ask him where are all the classmates. He said that they have not arrived yet, and he said that the class starts at 9.15am.

After hearing this, I feel so angry. Angry about teachers, as well as students. After that, with some explanation, then I found out that it is some misunderstanding that someone heard the wrong information. I am a kind person, so I forgive them.

When the class start, we are all waiting outside the lab. I asked a girl to help me hold my lab coat, and I am going to the toilet for a while. After I came out, she is gone. At that time, I started getting a bit worried. I search for the girl nervously, because I cannot go in if I do not have the lab coat.

I nervously look for her around. I asked my classmates whether they seen her, but I am so stupid. I forgot her name. I actually forget my own classmate's name.

I guessed the girl would have already gone in, but I need the lab coat in order to go in. How could she go in first? So I nervously go around and walk around nervously, look around, and yet speechless when people ask me questions.

Maybe I am too nervous, I even mistaken another girl as that girl. When I go and ask her, she is confused, because she is the wrong person. She did not hold my lab coat. Classmates ask me where is my lab coat, and yet I am totally speechless. I forget the girl's name, and I could not ask them about the girl. The teacher is inside the classroom and I could not explain to her. I feel very hopeless and useless that time.

Finally, teacher said that my lab coat is with my classmates, and she allowed me to enter. I feel relieved that teacher let me in, if not I might not know what to say to teacher either, because I forgot her name, and the worst thing is I even mistaken another classmates as her. This is so embarrassing.

The lab lesson is quite interesting. We did about bacterias and stuffs. This is my first time stepping into the lab. But the lesson is quite confusing.

I have finally submitted my project summary. I am still waiting for reply. Hopefully they can accept my summary.

My horrible school

I hate my school. Yesterday I tried to apply financial assistance from the school. They give me a form, and I filled them up, and I give it into the school office. When I give it to them, they said that what I give them is not enough. They still require some other documents.I am a little unhappy, but still, I went to prepare the documents, and plan to submit it the next day.

The Next day, I have already prepared the documents. I give it to the office once again. The office girl said there is still some missing documents. Today is already the deadline, she ask me to go online to finish all the documents. But I do not wish to complete it anymore. I am feeling very pissed off.

This school is trying to make our life so hard. Next week there is a practical lesson. For the science practical lesson, we need a robe for science practical. Until now, I haven buy the robe. The robe is quite expensive. I really do not feel like buying it. Why cannot the school just supply us? The school can just lend us, as we do not wear it everytime, like school uniform. It is just being used for practical. We do not have practical lesson every single day, and I only have 2 more years to graduate. Why this school has to make our life so difficult?

I really hate this school. But there is nothing I can do. I just hope that time passes fast, and quickly complete the 2 years. Then I will be going to the hell army. I heard that people died in army before. I am not afraid that there are going to be ghost there, but I am scared that the hell army is going to be extremely torturing, as there are even soldiers die during training.

My stupid and miserable life.

School of Hell

This morning, as usual, I go to school. While I am on my way to school, I feel like I am on my way to hell.

As I am walking into the school gate, I imagined walking into the hell gate. Then I see a very big and very fat guy, who looks like a executioner. Then I see a person carrying a very big bag, which seems like his bag is full of dangerous weapons.

I continued my way into my class. The teacher will be the judge of hell, and when I step into the class, judgement and punishment awaits me.

I feel that my life in school is horrible, especially with presentations. I really hate presentations. I rather die to have presentations.

Today after school, the whole class had gone for a talk. The talk is about our project. After hearing the talk, I feel very scared. The project sounds very scary. Not only we are going to write 2000 words, but we cannot copy from websites too,as there is a program to check.

I am a little worry at this moment. How am I going to survive? Can I pass this project? If I dfail this project, I will not be graduating anymore. It is so scary.

Also, we have to complete certain number of talks before we can graduate. My talk is not completed yet. There is still a very long way to go. I feel very sad. Why does this school has to set all those funny and useless school rules?

I really hate these stupid rules. This is a stupid school. I hate this school. Life is very unfair. I should not even come to this school at all.

Lost of talent

Today,we are doing microbiology in school. The reason is because we are doing science course, so everything we do are all science. Today's lesson is quite interesting, because I learned a lot about bacteria, and I have learned how they work.

Today as usual, I am very quiet. I did not talk within my group. In my team, there are 2 foreign girls, and 2 fatties, one male one female. The most quiet ones is me. They are all talking about the discussions, except me, I am a loner.

During the second break, I am being given a task to do for my presentation, and I have to find research on it. I am doing about the structure of the bacteria, the shapes of the bacteria, and its functions.

Today I am very hardworking i my work,and I focus mainly on the structure of the cell, and I did a lot of efforts in researching it.

After finding all the researches, I feel very confident of doing my presentation, and hope to show some impression towards the teacher.

After I completed everything, my teammate suddenly said that one of my slides is similar to hers, and she wants to do mine. But tht is the slide I am putting most efforts on. If she takes it, I will be left nothing much to say for presentation.

I agreed to let her take the slides. Maybe I am out of my mind to give it to her. I done a lot of preparations on this slides. If I give it to her, all efforts will be gone.

Maybe I am just too kind. I actually give it to her. In order not to waste all my efforts, I told her that there are notes below the slides which I have typed out. Those are all the researches I have made.

During presentation, she did not say any of my points at all. I am very angry, and I regretted giving it to her. But al is too late. If I am presenting that slide, I could have say more. Maybe she thinks that I am too quiet, so she thinks that it is better to say it herself. But I wanted to improve myself, I want to try to adapt to this stupid school environment.

Thinking that I could greatly express my talent at this good chance, but I actually throw it away. I do not know if there will still be other chances of me expessing my talent. Maybe this is my fate. Life is fated that I will not do well in anything.

I really hate school. There is no way I am able to adapt to this school.

Miserable school life

My school life is so miserable. When I am sitting in this classroom, I feel very lonely and ignored. Why does life has to be so unfair to me? Why do I have to come to this school that I do not even wish to come at all? What have I done wrong?

I have a friend who has the same result as me. But he is able to go to a better school, bu only me, I have to come to this lousy school to suffer. This school has presentations everyday. I really hate presentations. I feel like dying in school. Everyday I feel the same.

In this class, I am very quiet. I know you all my think that there is nothing wrong, but the problem is that this school cannot be quiet at all, because we have presentations and teamworks. If you did not study in this school, you will never know how I reall feel. In this class, or rather in this school, I really feel like a criminal.

I really hate this school, and I really regret coming to this school. If only I had study harder in secondary school. Lessons in secondary schools are so easy. What we only have to do is to sit in the class and listen to what teacher is talking. I really regret for not listening to the teachers carefully and attentively.

If only at that time I had pay full attention to my secondary school teachers, maybe I will be getting more better results, and I will be going to better schools rather than coming to this school to suffer.

The mouse dream

Last night, I had a dream. I dream that I have a pet mouse again. Few days ago, I also make a dream, and I also dream that I have a pet mouse. I do not know why I keep having the mouse dream. Is the dream trying to tell me something?

My house do not have any pet mouse, or I did not kill any mouse or torture any mouse, why do I keep having mouse dream?

Recently I keep having a lot of dreams. Maybe I think a lot in day time, and imagine a ot in day time.

Today in school, the teacher release me at 8pm, and I reach home at 9pm. That stupid teacher said that I do not understand the lesson at all, and he make a few of us stayed back till 8pm. I have never ever go home so late ever. These stupid teachers. If they are inside an empty room, I am going to lock them inside, and make them stay overnight in that school. School is a really horrible place to me.

My presentations is once again very lousy. I really hte presentations. I wish that this school will not have presentations, but I know it is wishful thinking, because this school is also famous of its presentations. It is said to be the only school which had presentations every single day.

I really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really really hate this school.

First day of school, first day of hell

Today is monday, which is also the start of my hell school. In the morning, I have to wake up very very early in the morning. I feel very tired, but I have no choice.

Today when I am taking the bus, I accidentally put extra money into the bus tin. I regretted that. Because the bus is very crowded, and there are still a lot of people behind me, so I have to be a little hurry, if not people behind me will scold me.

After paying extra money, I do not extra benefit at all. There is no seats in the bus left. So I have no choice, but to stand. The bus is very very crowded, and I even hardly have some space, and I can hardly move too.

After an hour, I reached my school. I walk into my school, and trying to find my new class. Before entering the classroom, I have a little stomachache, so I went into the toilet. After a few minutes, I am feeling more comfortable, and I search for my new class.

After finding my new class, I walked into my new class. I see all unfamiliar faces, I tried to relax myself, and not feel nervous towards these classmates, as I do not know how they are like, whether they are gangsters or not.

I make a glance around my class and see that these classmates does not look really bad, and there are no gangster faces around, so I feel a little relief. But what I really hope is to hope that there can be a weak student in class, so that I can have some positions in my class.

I am a very quiet person, so today, it is still the same of course. I did not talk in class, but I pretended that I am looking for informations in the team. I really wanted to say something to make them feel that I have done at least something, but I am afraid that my points I contributed might be unnecessary to them.

Nothing much I had do in school today. I feel that I am not doing any work. This school is really not for quiet people like me. At first I can go to other schools, but maybe because other school's slots have no more, so they put me into this school. My friend has the same result as me, but yet he can go into a very good school, but I cannot go to the good school. I feel that life is really very unfair for me.

Everybody says that my school is the most lousiest school, and they come to this school because they do not have a choice. This school is not even in my choice.

In this school, we have to do teamwork and presentation. I am weak at these 2 things. I am a very quiet person so teamwork is definitely not for me. Presentation requires speaking too. My life is very miserable in this school.

Today, there is a classmate who said to me, " Are you always that quiet?" She said it so loud everyone look at me. I replied with a yes, but I do not really know whether it is even the appropriate answer. I do not know what to say when encountered with this question. Life is going to be more hard in my class now, as everyone already knows that I am very quiet person.

I really regret coming to this school. I never regretted studying, but I regret coming to this school. I really wish that time can reverse. I want to be switched with my friend. I want to do more better in my exam to qualify to better school. But all is too late now. I can only regret now.

Tomorrow is the start of school

Today is 19 April 2009. My school starts tomorrow. I am very depressed. I really hate this school. It is not that I do not want to study or whatever, but it is because I hate this school.

I really regret coming to this school. In fact, this school is not even in my choices, but yet the government put me into this school instead. The reason is because they say that my results does not fit the other schools. But I feel that this is unreasonable. All my other friends have almost similar results as me, but they all can go better schools than me, only I have to be stuck in this stupid school.

The reason why I hate this stupid school is because this school has presentations everyday. Unlike other schools, they do not have presentations every single day. This makes me very depressed. I am a very quiet person, so I rather die than to have presentations.

Some more, in this school, teachers does not teach. We have to find informations for ourselves. That is very terrible. Why should there still be teachers if they do not even want to teach? That is the reason why I hate this school. This school always work on temwork, and my teammates are not really good at cooperating for some. They say that I do not do anything at all, and insist me on doing. I really hate it. I do not really mind if they ask me to d work, but they should not say that I did not do anything. That is very mean.

Last night I have made a few nightmares. Not one, but a few. Maybe it is a reminder to me that school is going to be very horrible. The first nightmare is that I dream that my house have alo of ants, and all my house's things moved because of the ants carrying it. We see all the foods moving. When we look closely, it is actually ants moving it. We decided to track the ants and see where they go, and we can find their nest. I am shock to see that the nest is actually in my room, and there are a lot of ants on the floor.

The second nightmare is that I dream that I have a pet rat. After a while, it has died. I cannot remember how it died, but I keep have one feeling that I tortured it, eventhough I could not even remember anything at all. After a long time, it actually revived. We are all very shocked. When it revived, all its body has wounds, blood wounds, injured wounds, and part of its skin in its body are being teared off, it is like whole body s full of wounds, and at that time, it seems to be very fierce and violent, and when we catch it, it tries to shake very violent, and trying to bite us.

The third nightmare is abot a girl being tortured. A girl had been tortured by a lady, and she keep torturing her, and she somehow looks like half dead half alive, and it is very scary, and she even had a club poked right through into her nose, and it looks like her whole nose is gone. She is bleeding a lot, and a lot of wounds on her body.

She tries to seek revenge towards the owner. She slowly crawls into the owner's room, and just as she is about to kill the owner, the owner manages to escape off. Whether the girl is still living, or she is already dead and become a ghost, I do not know either.

All these nightmares happens on just one night. Recently I had a lot of nightmares, and I do not know why, maybe there is something bad going to happen soon. Could it be the asia's tsunami on the 22 July 2009? or could it be school?

Premonition?

Today when I am watching the television news, I seen an article which says that on the 22 july 2009, there will be another tsunami. This tsunami is going to affect most of asian country, including Philippine, Indonesia, malaysia, singapore, vietnam, Laos, cambodia, thailand, myanmar, and even korea and japan. They say that most of the asian country will be affected.


Some people said that this information is fake. But the news said that the tsunami falls on a day of an eclipse. Scientists went on to investigate, and found out that there is really an eclipse on that day.


After that, the news showed a map. The map is very familiar. I know I have seen it before a few days ago, but I do not remmber where or how I see it. I tried to search around my house for the similar map, and tried to find back the same similar map. But I have search all of the newspapers, checked whole of my mails, visited every other websites that I once go, and asking around my friends, and yet, I could not find back the article which I have seen. I could not remember how I actually see that article. No one showed it to me, but I just see it by chance.


Then I begin to suspect that it is one of my dream, because some of my friends said they dream of future events before. Like for example the things that we dream are going to happen in real life.


I do not know whether these things are real or not. Or will there really be tsunami or not, but I just pray that I could be fine.

Holidays ending soon

My holidays is going to end soon. I am so disappointed. My school starts next week. My brother already started school today. Now we are having our year end holiday, so it is quite long, but although it seems long, but now it is ending already. I donot like school, because school to me is like hell.

I always get ignored in school, and nobody talks to me. If I meet worst classmates, they want me to do every single thing, but in the end, they are the ones getting all the credit. Sometimes I do a lot of things, but because I am a quiet person, they tend to make use of this to make teacher believe that they are the one doing everything. All my classmates are very cruel and very evil.

Whenever teacher want us to do teamwork, they will do it all by themselves, and leave nothing for me to do. When it is something hard, they want me to do it. Teacher always said that I do not do anything at all. I am very angry. But there is nothing I can do. I just have to tolerate this for 2 more years. I just pray that I can successfully graduate, and forget all about school stuffs.

If someone wants me to choose between the hell army and school, I would rather choose to go for hell army than to choose school. School to me is really horrible. My school is like no discipline at all, and there are a lot of gangsters inside the school. At least hell army has a lot of discipline inside, and people will not anyhow do anything to us.

Maybe I am just unlucky, but all my classmates that I have met, all are not really nice, which makes me always anti-social in school, eventhough I d not want to.

All my classmates seems to be doing things among themselves, and do not wish that participated, maybe it is because my results is not very good. When I conributed points to them, sometimes tey do not even put it in. I feel that it is very unfair for me. If they do not wish to have my opinion, why should I even waste my time doing all the things for them?

Internet company

This evening when I am watching TV, somebody knock on the door all of the sudden. I thought it is my brother, so I went to open the door. To my surprise, it is not my brother, but it is someone from the internet company. I do not know why the internet company wants to find us. She asks a lot about our internet stuffs, and it seems like she is trying to ask for more information.

I thought it is just a salesperson trying to introduce the internet product. But we already have internet, and I already told her I have internet. Why would she still want to ask me for more information? I am afraid that if I leak more information, my father will scold me, becauseI m alwys the one getting into trouble. So I told her that I am not the one signing up fo the internet, and it is my father who is signing up for the internet, and I told her that I do not have any knowledge about these internet stuffs, and is unable to contribute more information.

I thought this could chase the salesperson away, but instead, she said that she is going to come again. At this point of time, I feel really scared. I do not know what might happen if she return again. Did we do anything wrong? If it is just ordinary salesperson, why does he wants to come back again? Moreover, we already have the internet. Why do they still look for us?