Miserable school life

My school life is so miserable. When I am sitting in this classroom, I feel very lonely and ignored. Why does life has to be so unfair to me? Why do I have to come to this school that I do not even wish to come at all? What have I done wrong?

I have a friend who has the same result as me. But he is able to go to a better school, bu only me, I have to come to this lousy school to suffer. This school has presentations everyday. I really hate presentations. I feel like dying in school. Everyday I feel the same.

In this class, I am very quiet. I know you all my think that there is nothing wrong, but the problem is that this school cannot be quiet at all, because we have presentations and teamworks. If you did not study in this school, you will never know how I reall feel. In this class, or rather in this school, I really feel like a criminal.

I really hate this school, and I really regret coming to this school. If only I had study harder in secondary school. Lessons in secondary schools are so easy. What we only have to do is to sit in the class and listen to what teacher is talking. I really regret for not listening to the teachers carefully and attentively.

If only at that time I had pay full attention to my secondary school teachers, maybe I will be getting more better results, and I will be going to better schools rather than coming to this school to suffer.