My boring life

My life is so boring recently. I do not have anything to talk about my life recently as nothing interesting has happened these few days.

Few days ago I watched a ghost movie called shutter. It is a thailand ghost movie. I feel that it is quite interesting. But after watching it, I feel a bit scared, because I am a person who always love to imagine things. Perhaps that is part of the reason why I would draw. But honestly, I am not a good artist. The art that I draw takes me a few days. I have met friends online who could draw really well. I know of one australian girl who lives in brisbane. She is only 12 years old, and all her drawings are like very expert and professional. I am really jealous about that.

I had a weird dream last night. I dream that I have a girlfriend. This girlfriend is very very pretty, but she is very ignorant. When I talk to her, she did not talk to me at all. We walk together, and a lot of my friends all went over to ask me and ask her whether we are on a relationship. They seems to be very jealous about me having her as girlfriend. But whenever my friends ask her, she will reply, "Why you bother so much?" . Then those people's expression are like troubled. Like this:

She seems to be irritated that they asked her the question, or maybe in that dream, she did not love me at all, as she do not show any love towards me, but in dream, things just automatically make sense, so I know she is my girlfriend.

Afte that, we went to queue up for something. I queue behind her. She is very cold and did not talk to me at all. Many people ask me and her whether are we on a relationship. I am quiet throughout and only reply by nodding. But she is the one who answer. She said"Why yo bother so much?" Keep replying the same answer. In my dream I even seen a girl that I once like. She is looking at me and the girl, seems to be jealous at us.

Finally the queue is our turn. She is on the counter, but not a few seconds later she walk off. Poor me, I have to keep chasing after her.

I wish that in my real life, I will definitely not have such a girlfriend. What is still the meaning of having such girlfriend? Eventhough she is pretty, but she is cold to me, and there is no meaning being together.

This also gives us real life lesson. We cannot judge a book by its cover. On the outside, it might be good, but on the inside, it may not be good.