天 人 地 金 木 水 火 土
Today is Saturday, 14 February, 2009. Today is Valentines Day. For any other people, maybe it is a day for them to go crazy. Valentines Day is still meaningless and boring for me. Currently, none of my friends are online right now. Probably they go off to celebrate their Valentines Day.
I have nothing to post on my blogs recently, because my life is very boring, and everyday it is just the same thing happening. I also get more and more bored writing blogs, because there are no new visitors visiting at all. All that comes to visit my blogs are all same old visitors. Unlike all my other friends, their popularity is so widely known that everyday they receives so many comments in their chatboxes. But for mine, it is still very clean.
I might not make posts everyday. So please forgive me.
Let me introduce some of my blogger friends who are really famous.
I shall start off with the best blog in asia 2008 first. http://erichalfredbubihartmann.blogspot.com/
This person is in the top 10 lists of best asia blog in 2008(Probably being advertised by the Great Ancient Ruler of singapore, Mr Lee Kuan Yew). I like this blog very much. The reason why this is a very good blog is because all his blog contents are "copyright" free. That is the reason why he does not break any copyright rules. His blog contents are also very short, simple, and sweet. Unlike some blogs that writes in essay form. Including mine T.T) His blogs are mostly pictures. A picture tells a thousand words. All his pictures are created all by himself too. His blog is more like a blog of art. He is a very good artist in real life. When comes to designing, nobody can win him.
Next blog is Raven.
http://birdking5.blogspot.com/
I also like this blog very much. I am always jealous about people who understands very good chinese. She write her blog all in chinese. Also, her writing styles are all like poems. I am very jealous, because chinese to me is already very hard, but she can even write poems for every posts. Although I do write english poems, but until now, I only managed to write 6 english poems. Yet she is able to write poems in every posts. Her chinese must be very very good.
Next blog is HYY.
http://hooyikyangmemorial.blogspot.com/
His blog is also very good. He posts his posts in a simple and informal way, and it is also short and sweet. Also, he has a very very good computer skills. He also has a very very handsome photo on his profile. So that is why a lot of girls come to his blog. Today is Valentines Day, so I guess his chatbox is going to flood. Also, his life is very fascinating, and everyday he will definitely post something to show up on his blog. Unlike us, we do not make posts everyday.
I still have a very long time to catch up to them. I want to be better than them and become the Top 1 best blog in asia(but I have to overcome these 3 "obstacles" first T.T). I do not even have 1,000 visitors until now. But profiles views I have 16,000+ . I wonder why people rather view my profiles than to view my blog? T.T
Friday, February 13, 2009
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
The chanting
After my previous post mentioned about the 2 incidents, last night there is another incident happening(unlucky T.T).
Last night, at around 1am, I am lying on my bed and I am about to fall asleep. After a while, I heard sounds of somone chanting. At first I do not bother about the chanting sound, and tries to sleep. But the chanting sound keeps repeating itself. Then I feel a little irritating.
At first I thought it is my brother listening to some kind of weird music(he always like to listen to weird music), so I went over to his room to see.
By the time I get out of my bed, the chanting sound is no longer heard. But I still went over to his room to check it out.
He was also not asleep yet at that time. When I went into his room, he is listening to his very small mp3. I told him that I heard chanting in my room. He said that the sound is not being made by him. He then laughed and said that I am as irritating as the chanting sound, then he went back onto his bed.
After confirming that the sound is not made by my brother, I went back to my bed. The moment I lied on my bed, the chanting sound was heard again. Then I get out of my bed once again, and the chanting sound is gone again. Then I realised that the chanting sound comes from within my bed.
I searched around my bed to see if there is any "chanting source". But I did not find anything at all. Then I assumed that it must be my neighbours going crazy about religion stuffs, so I ignored it and continues lying on my bed, trying hard to fall asleep.
Later that night, I had a very strange dream. I dreamed that I am sitting on an open field, surrounded by a group of people. Those people forms a small circle around me. There are around 10 people. Those people dresses in all white. They wear a white robe, white shoes, white gloves, white hat, and white mask(whole body covered with white). It was night time. The same chanting sound was heard. Then suddenly, the moon turns into red colour. Then from very very far away, I see a very very big lava giant man crawling out of a volcano very far away. He looks like a ordinary human, just that he is very huge, and his whole body is being covered with lava.
He is walking towards me. He is walking very slow. But because he is very huge, so it looks as if he is walking very fast. I am very scared at that time as he is walking nearer and nearer. After a while, he is already standing in front of me looking at me. After that, I woke up. It is already morning. The chanting sound is no longer heard. Then I started to have a feeling that the chanting is made by some evil religion followers.
But I tried not to think too much, because the chanting and the dream could be 2 different things. Maybe it is because the chanting keeps going on, and the sound of the chanting is already in my mind, as the chanting keeps repeating the same thing over and over again. That is the reason why the chanting sounds are still heard in my dream, because it is already in my mind.
Talking about this chanting, I suddenly recalled another incident. This incident happens when I am only 10 years old(I am very sure that I am 10 years old at that time because I remember telling it to my classmates of that year in school).
One morning, asusual on weekdays school life, my father woke me up very early in the morning as I always cannot wake up by myself as I am too tired. When my father wake me up, I suddenly hear a sound of a flute. I remembered at that time, the sky is pure blue. The flute is blowing a same song again and again. The song only have 5 sounds, and until now, I can still remember how the song sounds like. The flute song keeps repeating and repeating.
At that time, I am very curious, so I asked my father what is the sound. My father replied me, "It is the sound of the water ghost." I am more curious at that time, and I decided to ask further questions to clarify my thoughts. But my father did not reply me much anymore, but he just said, "Just get ready for school and don't ask so much."
But these incidents does not bother me really much, and I do not think that much either. I am a person who stands more on the reality side, and chooses to ignore any other paranormal stuffs. Whether all these things are true or false, perhaps the truth might come out one day.
Last night, at around 1am, I am lying on my bed and I am about to fall asleep. After a while, I heard sounds of somone chanting. At first I do not bother about the chanting sound, and tries to sleep. But the chanting sound keeps repeating itself. Then I feel a little irritating.
At first I thought it is my brother listening to some kind of weird music(he always like to listen to weird music), so I went over to his room to see.
By the time I get out of my bed, the chanting sound is no longer heard. But I still went over to his room to check it out.
He was also not asleep yet at that time. When I went into his room, he is listening to his very small mp3. I told him that I heard chanting in my room. He said that the sound is not being made by him. He then laughed and said that I am as irritating as the chanting sound, then he went back onto his bed.
After confirming that the sound is not made by my brother, I went back to my bed. The moment I lied on my bed, the chanting sound was heard again. Then I get out of my bed once again, and the chanting sound is gone again. Then I realised that the chanting sound comes from within my bed.
I searched around my bed to see if there is any "chanting source". But I did not find anything at all. Then I assumed that it must be my neighbours going crazy about religion stuffs, so I ignored it and continues lying on my bed, trying hard to fall asleep.
Later that night, I had a very strange dream. I dreamed that I am sitting on an open field, surrounded by a group of people. Those people forms a small circle around me. There are around 10 people. Those people dresses in all white. They wear a white robe, white shoes, white gloves, white hat, and white mask(whole body covered with white). It was night time. The same chanting sound was heard. Then suddenly, the moon turns into red colour. Then from very very far away, I see a very very big lava giant man crawling out of a volcano very far away. He looks like a ordinary human, just that he is very huge, and his whole body is being covered with lava.
He is walking towards me. He is walking very slow. But because he is very huge, so it looks as if he is walking very fast. I am very scared at that time as he is walking nearer and nearer. After a while, he is already standing in front of me looking at me. After that, I woke up. It is already morning. The chanting sound is no longer heard. Then I started to have a feeling that the chanting is made by some evil religion followers.
But I tried not to think too much, because the chanting and the dream could be 2 different things. Maybe it is because the chanting keeps going on, and the sound of the chanting is already in my mind, as the chanting keeps repeating the same thing over and over again. That is the reason why the chanting sounds are still heard in my dream, because it is already in my mind.
Talking about this chanting, I suddenly recalled another incident. This incident happens when I am only 10 years old(I am very sure that I am 10 years old at that time because I remember telling it to my classmates of that year in school).
One morning, asusual on weekdays school life, my father woke me up very early in the morning as I always cannot wake up by myself as I am too tired. When my father wake me up, I suddenly hear a sound of a flute. I remembered at that time, the sky is pure blue. The flute is blowing a same song again and again. The song only have 5 sounds, and until now, I can still remember how the song sounds like. The flute song keeps repeating and repeating.
At that time, I am very curious, so I asked my father what is the sound. My father replied me, "It is the sound of the water ghost." I am more curious at that time, and I decided to ask further questions to clarify my thoughts. But my father did not reply me much anymore, but he just said, "Just get ready for school and don't ask so much."
But these incidents does not bother me really much, and I do not think that much either. I am a person who stands more on the reality side, and chooses to ignore any other paranormal stuffs. Whether all these things are true or false, perhaps the truth might come out one day.
Sounds of my neighbours?
I am going to share with you 2 of my incidents. This 2 incidents that I am going to talk about happens a few years ago.
Incident 1
The first incident happens on one night. That time is after midnight. I am inside the toilet. As I am inside the toilet, I suddenly heard a lady's voice. The voice said some words in chinese(although my chinese is not very good, but I can understand this). The voice also sounds very loud and creepy. The voice said, "阴阳界, 哈哈哈。。。". I feel very scared at that time, and I do not even dare to move after that.
After that day, I tried to ask my friends what that word really means(I need to clarify so I asked my friends. As I said my chinese is not very good). My friend went back to ask his father, who always research on paranormal stuffs(just for leisure, not for his jobs).
My friend give me a call that night, and he said that the word suppose to mean, "World of life and death." My friend also said that that "ghost" is trying to let us know that the world of life and the world of death is connected.
But I am not really scared after this incident. The reason is because I am living in an apartment, and there are many neighbours around me. It could be a possibility that my neighbours are the one making those noises, because I know of a few families who do not sleep in midnight.
Incident 2
Another incident is that every midnight, when clock strucks 12am, there will be a srange sound. The sound sounds like some rusty metal sound. It sounds like someone riding a bicycle. The sound is quite loud, and the sound will always be heard only when the clock is 12am sharp. Almost every midnight I have heard it. There is one time I am very curious about the sound, and I waited at the window and stare at the road.
The clock finally struck 12am. The sound was heard again. I stare at the road, and keep looking left and right, but I see nothing at all. There is only one road around the place we live(There is a big road, but we need to walk a distance). I am very sure that the sound comes from the road, but I see nothing at all. The sound comes nearer and nearer, but yet, still nothing can be seen. From the time the sound starts till the time the sound fades away, I see nothing at all. I feel very shock, because I am very sure that the sound comes from the road, but why is there nothing?
The sound still continues until a certain time, the sound is no longer heard anymore.
Some of my friends told me that those are ghosts. But I do not believe in ghosts at all. I believe that those noises that I have heard must be from my neighbours,and I am just too imaginative at that time because I am still very young at that age.
Lost of memories - A good thing or a bad thing?
My uncle got robbed on new years' day in singapore during midnight. Until now, he is still lying on the hospital bed in singapore. A few of my relatives managed to went over to the hospital to visit him. They had asked him about the what happen about him. They asks him how did he get into the hospital.
Surprisingly, he answered, "2 planes crashed onto each other."
After they returned back they share this piece of information to all of us. Some of us thinks that it is a good thing, as it is good to forget about unpleasant past, but yet some of us thinks that it is not a good thing, as those robbers should be caught and severely punished, if not they might do it again, and more people would get hurt.
In the beginning of the first few weeks, he did remember about the robbers robbing him. But now, he do not even remember it, instead he said he is being sent to hospital because 2 planes crashed onto each other while it is flying(I bet situation would be more critical if it is really plane crash).
Some of us suspected that he is lying to us, as he do not want all of us to worry about him. The reason is because he did remember about the incident in the beginning few weeks, but after that, he began to said that he is being sent to hospital by plane crash. Moreover, he still remembered every single one of us(for all those who visited him, including relatives and friends), this shows that his memory should not be a problem.
Whether it is really losing memory or just an act, we decided not to ask him further question, and all we wish for is just that he could faster recover and go back home, and after he had recovered, we will then continue to ask him and see if he could still remember part of the incident.
Whether he really lose his memory or not, both have its advantages. If he remembered the incident, there is hope for the robbers to be caught, as there is also an eye-witness who is willing to help us. If he already forget about the incident, it is also a good thing as he could forget about all the unpleasant past. The most important thing right now is to hope that he could recover soon, and to leave his hospital bed.
Surprisingly, he answered, "2 planes crashed onto each other."
After they returned back they share this piece of information to all of us. Some of us thinks that it is a good thing, as it is good to forget about unpleasant past, but yet some of us thinks that it is not a good thing, as those robbers should be caught and severely punished, if not they might do it again, and more people would get hurt.
In the beginning of the first few weeks, he did remember about the robbers robbing him. But now, he do not even remember it, instead he said he is being sent to hospital because 2 planes crashed onto each other while it is flying(I bet situation would be more critical if it is really plane crash).
Some of us suspected that he is lying to us, as he do not want all of us to worry about him. The reason is because he did remember about the incident in the beginning few weeks, but after that, he began to said that he is being sent to hospital by plane crash. Moreover, he still remembered every single one of us(for all those who visited him, including relatives and friends), this shows that his memory should not be a problem.
Whether it is really losing memory or just an act, we decided not to ask him further question, and all we wish for is just that he could faster recover and go back home, and after he had recovered, we will then continue to ask him and see if he could still remember part of the incident.
Whether he really lose his memory or not, both have its advantages. If he remembered the incident, there is hope for the robbers to be caught, as there is also an eye-witness who is willing to help us. If he already forget about the incident, it is also a good thing as he could forget about all the unpleasant past. The most important thing right now is to hope that he could recover soon, and to leave his hospital bed.
Monday, February 9, 2009
Inconsiderate people corrupted by greed
Yesterday morning, there is a lady who lives on the opposite block from us. She came at about 10am, and she came to borrow some money from us, and she said that she had an emergency and need to use the money. She also promise us that she will return us the money very soon.
She said that she went out and she left her keys inside the house. She need the money because she said she is going to call someone to break open the door, so that she is able to get into the house.
We see her as a person who could be trusted, as we did see each other sometimes, as we only live nearby, but we are not very close. We are just trying to be a good person, so we borrowed her the money.
After borrowing the money, my father recalls about her, and feel that things are not very right. When she call the person to knock open the door, and she could get into the house to get the money. She could also call her relatives around her and asks for help. Why would she want to borrow money from us? Moreover, we are not very close to each other.
Our predictions were right. After that day, she really did not return back to us anymore. We felt very angry after that incident. She break her own promise. She also break our trust. From now on, I bet that she will be living with guilt for life.
There is another incident, which happens in my school. I remember there is one time, I found my classmate's lost wallet. I wanted to return it to her, but I need to rush to meet a teacher. So I have no other choice but to pass to another classmate to ask him to pass to that classmate. Later that day, my classmate who lost the wallet said that her wallet has lost. At that time, I am very shocked. So I went to ask the person who I pass the wallet to, and ask him whether he had already returned the wallet.
In my surprise, he actually said that I did not pass him any wallet at all. I am very angry after that incident. I went to tell the teacher, but that person keep denying it. I keep insisted that I have passed the wallet to him, and that guy keep insisted that I did not give him any wallet. In the end, both of us became the "suspect".
I really hate all the inconsiderate people who cheated other people's things and other people's feelings. At the same time, they will also lost trust from others, and will be living with guilt in their entire life. I really hope that these people can be more considerate, so that we can trust each other.
She said that she went out and she left her keys inside the house. She need the money because she said she is going to call someone to break open the door, so that she is able to get into the house.
We see her as a person who could be trusted, as we did see each other sometimes, as we only live nearby, but we are not very close. We are just trying to be a good person, so we borrowed her the money.
After borrowing the money, my father recalls about her, and feel that things are not very right. When she call the person to knock open the door, and she could get into the house to get the money. She could also call her relatives around her and asks for help. Why would she want to borrow money from us? Moreover, we are not very close to each other.
Our predictions were right. After that day, she really did not return back to us anymore. We felt very angry after that incident. She break her own promise. She also break our trust. From now on, I bet that she will be living with guilt for life.
There is another incident, which happens in my school. I remember there is one time, I found my classmate's lost wallet. I wanted to return it to her, but I need to rush to meet a teacher. So I have no other choice but to pass to another classmate to ask him to pass to that classmate. Later that day, my classmate who lost the wallet said that her wallet has lost. At that time, I am very shocked. So I went to ask the person who I pass the wallet to, and ask him whether he had already returned the wallet.
In my surprise, he actually said that I did not pass him any wallet at all. I am very angry after that incident. I went to tell the teacher, but that person keep denying it. I keep insisted that I have passed the wallet to him, and that guy keep insisted that I did not give him any wallet. In the end, both of us became the "suspect".
I really hate all the inconsiderate people who cheated other people's things and other people's feelings. At the same time, they will also lost trust from others, and will be living with guilt in their entire life. I really hope that these people can be more considerate, so that we can trust each other.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
One minute's Mistake, One life time's Regret
Few years ago, I used to have a very close friend. We share the same interest, do things together, help each other. Whatever decisions that we had, we will always respect each other's decision, and will not object it. Our friendship is really wonderful, and he is the greatest friend I have ever had in my entire life. But our friendship did not last long.
But unfortunately for now, we have lost contact already, just because of one incident.
I can remember at that time, I am only 12 years old. That is the year I know this friend, and also the year I lost this friend.
The incident happens on the time close to our final year exam. On that day, we went back to school to revise for our final year exam.
After our revision, me, my friend, and my brother went around to play as we are bored after the school revision. Then suddenly, one of my stupid idea had came. We decided to sneak into school to play the school computer. Because at that time, we do not have computer at home, as we are very poor.
After I suggested that idea, we immediately head back to school. We sneak into one of the classrooms, as every classrooms has a computer. We started to on the computer, and started playing the computer over there.
At first we only plan to play it for just a while. But we got too addicted in it, and we even stayed till 5pm, until one of the teachers walked into the classroom and caught us.
We were being brought into the office, and at that time, the principal asks us a lot of questions. At that time, we are very scared. We keep finding a lot of excuses and lies to defend ourselves. Luckily in the end, they decided to let us go.
But after that incident, my friend become very angry about me. From that time onwards, we did not talk to each other anymore. I tried to talk to him and apologize to him, but he still ignored me.
From that day onwards until the day of graduation, we are totally like strangers, and we did not talk to each other.
After graduation, he called me and asks for my result, but at that time, I did not tell him. That is because I fear that he might tell one of my enemy my result, as that enemy keep asking around for my result. So once again, I have lost another hope and another chance for not telling him my result.
After the phone call, that was the last time I have ever heard of his voice. I wanted to regain the friendship, but all was too late.
But unfortunately for now, we have lost contact already, just because of one incident.
I can remember at that time, I am only 12 years old. That is the year I know this friend, and also the year I lost this friend.
The incident happens on the time close to our final year exam. On that day, we went back to school to revise for our final year exam.
After our revision, me, my friend, and my brother went around to play as we are bored after the school revision. Then suddenly, one of my stupid idea had came. We decided to sneak into school to play the school computer. Because at that time, we do not have computer at home, as we are very poor.
After I suggested that idea, we immediately head back to school. We sneak into one of the classrooms, as every classrooms has a computer. We started to on the computer, and started playing the computer over there.
At first we only plan to play it for just a while. But we got too addicted in it, and we even stayed till 5pm, until one of the teachers walked into the classroom and caught us.
We were being brought into the office, and at that time, the principal asks us a lot of questions. At that time, we are very scared. We keep finding a lot of excuses and lies to defend ourselves. Luckily in the end, they decided to let us go.
But after that incident, my friend become very angry about me. From that time onwards, we did not talk to each other anymore. I tried to talk to him and apologize to him, but he still ignored me.
From that day onwards until the day of graduation, we are totally like strangers, and we did not talk to each other.
After graduation, he called me and asks for my result, but at that time, I did not tell him. That is because I fear that he might tell one of my enemy my result, as that enemy keep asking around for my result. So once again, I have lost another hope and another chance for not telling him my result.
After the phone call, that was the last time I have ever heard of his voice. I wanted to regain the friendship, but all was too late.
Friday, February 6, 2009
Type like L
If you have watched the Death Note movie, you will noticed there is one of the character inside called L. In the movie, L behaves strangely. One of his features is that he typed only with 2 fingers, like me.
It is not that I wanted to follow the trend or whatever, but its that I always type with 2 fingers, unless I am holding shift for capital letter or whatever. The reason why I type with 2 fingers is because I realised that I am unable to concentrate very good if I am using a lot of fingers, because until now, I am still unable to memorise every single position of the keys in the keyboard.
Sometimes when I see my friend can type so fast with their 10 fingers on the keyboard, I am really jealous. I tried to learn to type using all my 8 fingers, but I find that it is more difficult to concentrate on every of the 8 fingers. Some people can even type without looking at the keyboard. They are so familiar with all the positions on the keyboard.
They must have learn typing since they are very young. But I am born in a poor family, so of course, I do not have any computer in my house. The current computer we are using is actually can be considered given by our auntie. My auntie won a lottery, and she give part of the money to us, and asks my father to buy a computer for us. If our auntie did not supply us with a money, maybe until now we still do not have a computer. We feel very fortunate to have good relatives around us helping us.
Now as we are grown up, we have more lesser free time. But maybe I will still try to learn to type with all fingers.
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